About a week ago was a friend’s wedding. It was a day full of emotion. I’m not known for getting too emotional around people, but I had to hold back tears for most of the day. It was definitely a day where if the most hardest person was to attend they would cry. Think it was cause I know just how much my friend loved her now husband – knew that there was something there for awhile but for whatever reason they didn’t get together sooner. Even had friends I could tell she wanted to be with him and finally years of wishing that finally happened about 2 years ago. It was beautiful though. Very beautiful. I only hope I can find that kind of happiness.

This weekend was a friend of mine’s bachelorette party. And it seems for whatever reason yesterday was the day that people thought they ask about my love life or who they wanted to match me up with. Rather annoying.

And on an unrelated note, I purchased Halo 3 ODST. I have this weird fear about first person shooters (as in my heart starts racing fast and I start just shooting everything in sight), but I’m trying to get over that. It’s weird cause I can play GTA Chinatown Wars without a problem but I can’t get into GTA IV. There’s a loose screw in that somewhere.

Sorry for the VERY lack of post. I recently started a new job and I’ve been using my energy to get into that and a new long day schedule (starting at 6am-boooooooooooooooooo). Sure once I get the hang of it I won’t be so spacey.

Oh, and supposedly this weekend there’s going to be more of those “Tea Party” protests that happened a few months ago and earlier this year. I understand the protest. What I don’t understand is why are some people buying tea to dump out in the street as part of the protest. Isn’t that just wasting money? I get it’s it a symbol, but the original Boston Tea party snuck onto boats and dumped tea out. So maybe these protesters should break into stores and steal the tea to really prove their point.

FYI I don’t condone breaking into anything or stealing. I’m just saying it would make a bigger impact than going to a store and buying a bottle of Arizona Iced Tea that’s just going to be poured onto the ground. It’s just like that episode of “How I Met Your Mother” when Barney went through all the steps to buy a TV just to smash it right after he purchased it-waste of time AND money.

Every just want to clean up your act but stuck in a rut on how to do that? That’s something I’ve been trying to do for awhile now. It seems so much easier to keep the same bad habits rather than to learn to deal with them. It’s a scary thing to venture out into something you don’t know what will happen. Guess that’s why tons of stay with being somewhat predictable because we know that’s safe.

I’m trying to shed some of my bad habits but, like I already mentioned, it’s hard to go into something you won’t know the outcome. I might be happy in the long run but it’s not immediate gratification-there’s going to be some mourning and that’s what I don’t want to go through. It’s just easy to avoid it as sad as that sounds.

But that’s not going to stop me damnit. I don’t give up that easily.

Sorry again for being MIA. But once again, I’ve been messing with my phone. I reinorate my last post: IT. IS. AWESOME.

Every year I miss the X Games, and every year I vow to break this habit. If it wasn’t for the fact I was flipping through the channels I wouldn’t have know they were on this weekend. I initially cursed myself when I found out today is the 3rd day, so naturally I assumed that I missed out on the skateboarding events which I LOVE to drool over. Luckily the Street Skate event came on today and the Vert Skate event comes on later. I don’t remember all the trick names (I did at one point when I played tons of Tony Hawk’s Proving Ground), but I love watching that stuff. Don’t know what it is but I just love it. I also now have a bigger appreciation for BMX and Motorcross.

Oh, and Nyjah Huston is one impressive minor on a board. Just saying…